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| 12:10am 25/08/2004 |
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mood:  refreshed music: watching blind date yo.
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only two more day until i move to montevallo for good...well. for this school year. i'm so excited. lee and i are going to be living together. it will definitely be interesting. tonight i had a great convo with this really cool chick who seemed to understand me. it was nice and refreshing. i definitely need to talk to lee abt some stuff. to get some stuff off my chest. i love her so much and i'm looking forward to spending time with her. goodness. anywho. i love that heineken commercial where the couple goes to the grocery store to buy stuff for the bad weather and blah blah blah...ya gotta see it...i just like it when she's like "we're gonna die" it's hilarious. it's been a long time since i've written. i always want to but by the time i get around to it i'm not in the mood. i think i'm gonna go to bed b/c i'm off to montevallo tomorrow to move in some more stuff and to see buttons. |
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| 11:01pm 15/07/2004 |
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mood:  confused music: watching drew carey.
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i got my wisdom teeth removed monday. it went fine. lee is coming saturday. i'm really excited. i really wish i could keep up with this damn journal more than i do. i can't wait to move back to montevallo. i miss everyone. i feel so weird. i don't know what to do about this. i'm confused. i mean my thoughts are so choppy. i have so much to do. so many things to do!!! dammit. i don't know how to express myself very well right now. |
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| what an update. |
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| 11:46pm 03/07/2004 |
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i'm playing with my mouse stella. she's so cute! |
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| i'm alright, i'm alright, it only hurts when i breathe. |
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| 06:34pm 20/04/2004 |
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mood:  stressed music: melissa etheridge-lucky (CD)
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so lee spent her spring break with me last week. to say the least, i was totally pmsing. i hadn't had my period in about 4 months. i had gone to the doctor and had blood work done. i was later diagnosed with polycystic ovarian syndrome. (if you wanna know about it, look it up) i was an emotional rollercoaster. one moment i was happy go lucky, the next i was suicidal and crying. it was horrible. everything got on my nerves. even lee. i didn't want anything, not friends, not family, not a grrrlfriend. i just wanted fade away. it was terrible. and i ended up taking some of it out on lee. so yeah, she got on my ever-loving nerves. but they were particularly short that week, too. poor lee. i think it also had to do with our maturity levels...mine is higher than hers and it got to me last week. it was a really bad week. i am a lot better now though. i finally started my period after taking a week long medication to induce it. it's a bitch! i slept all day and didn't take my migraine meds until about an hour or so ago so i have a headache. grrr. oh well. my fault. i am in the library about to do a ton of homework. better get started. |
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| SCRATCH. |
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| 04:03pm 11/04/2004 |
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mood:  excited music: watching Apollo 13 w/ my cousin
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so last night i went over to mary morning's. at first we didn't know what to do. then mary morning mentioned pool. so we played pool. i love playing but i suck. i got the nickname scratch last night if you know what that means. it was a lot of fun. then we watched SNL. i love being able to hang out with her b/c it's so rare now that she's in TX. and of course she's pretty awesome in pool. lee is on her way to montgomery from orange beach/gulf shores. she's been there since friday. it's her spring break this week so she went w/ a bunch of her friends. tonight we are going out to eat at shogun!!! yum!!! i'm excited! |
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| GYNO GYNO GYNO!!! |
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| 05:47pm 07/04/2004 |
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mood:  tired music: joss stone: the soul sessions CD
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so i had to come home today to go to the doctor. it wasn't all that bad. they did take my blood tho and i almost passed out...but i didn't! that was an accomplishment. i don't really feel like writing a lot right now because i'm tired...but on a final note...my doctor was looking at my face, studying it for like 5 seconds, and then she said, "you know, you look just like your mom." and then my eyes began to swell up with tears. but not one fell. it's almost been two years. |
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| sweepie town sweepie town!!! |
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| 12:51am 04/04/2004 |
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mood:  exhausted music: the TV: Entertainment Tonight
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jessica came over earlier and we just hung out while she burned CDs. then we went to walgreens to get some makeup for myself b/c i am out! then we went to cafe louisa and tomatinos and got hit on. that was interesting. after that we went to books-a-million. i met brad, one of jessica's friends. he seems really nice. then we went to barnes and noble where we were told it was closed. it was 10:55 and they don't close until 11 and that pissed me off. then we just came back to my house and hung out. she updated me on what had been going on in her life lately since we haven't had the chance to hang out that often. i had a wonderful time tonight. i like getting the chance to hang out with friends that you haven't had the time to talk to for a while. i am very tired now so i'm going to go to bed! goodnight! |
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| i got a dell. |
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| 01:36pm 03/04/2004 |
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mood:  busy music: flogging molly
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so i finally have my own computer. but i'm leaving at my house since my parents waited until the last month of school to get me a computer. now i'm battling with my choices for summer school. to live with ellie and go to montevallo or stay at home and get a job and go to AUM. i should eventually figure that out. i'm waiting on jessica to call me. she'll prolly forget. i'm going to matt's tonight. i'm excited b/c it's his new house. i burned like 25 CDs last night from lee's excellent selection. i'm watching old videos i made of music performances and the like...right now flogging molly is on! i always have so much to do when i come home for the weekend and like no time to do it. i also have a lot of homework to do...ick. i'm gonna burn some more CDs right now... |
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| Back in Montevallo! |
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| 08:02pm 30/03/2004 |
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mood:  indescribable music: erica and cierra talking bout 50 cent...
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So i'm back from spring break. it was wonderful! amanda went to new orleans with me. we were there from sunday until sunday...yus a long time. i loved it! we had a lot of fun and did a lot of stuff. we went to the zoo, the aquirium, french quater, canal place, lakeside, the butterfly, and a bunch of other places. except for the night i mixed vodka and gin and passed out and now do not remember much...it was all good. i finally got a computer but i'm not bringing it to school since i'm only gonna be here another month. i really don't have a lot to say right now...i miss my buttons. |
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| something's not right. |
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| 07:10pm 20/03/2004 |
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mood:  blah music: silence
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i'm not really sure what is wrong with me, but my mood is just a little blah. oh well, on a happy note, my family just left to go to the rodeo...ha. and i am going to take a bath in the jacuzzi while they are gone. which reminds me i should prolly go ahead and do that so i won't be on a time limit worrying about when they are going to get home...so off i go to pamper myself and cheer up. |
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| WoRk, wOrK, WORK!!! |
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| 06:28pm 18/03/2004 |
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mood: busy music: underwater-tegan and sara
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i am back in the library. luckily i am in a working mood. i still have to finish my ethics midterm, finish my english group project, and finish my art project. i better be in a working mood or i'm gonna be very pissy tonight. tomorrow i think i have to be out of the dorms by 5. i don't plan on staying that long, but the way it's looking, i won't get anything such as cleaning and packing done tonight. i am going to amanda's tomorrow to look through her old clothes to pick out what i want before she has the yard sale saturday. i am excited about that because i'll get awesome clothes at a responable price.
i only have 25 minutes to work on my ethics midterm before julie and natalie get here...gotta go get to work. |
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| so that didn't work. |
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| 04:03pm 18/03/2004 |
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well i always plan to keep up with this thing but it never really works. today has been an ok day. didn't have any classes. i've been sick lately. i went to the doctor on tuesday. i have tonsilitis and a mild ear infection. great. just great. right before spring break. i am sitting in the computer lab about to force myself into doing my ethics midterm which was really due on tuesday. i don't want to do this or my english project later tonight but i have to. i want to be able to do something fun tonight with my friends since i have to go home tomorrow. but it doesn't look like i'll be able to do anything until after 10. off to do my ethics midterm...dum dum dum. |
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| so i thought i might try again... |
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| 11:22pm 12/03/2004 |
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i am home for the weekend and thought i might try to keep up with this thing for at least three days. i wasn't so excited about coming home today...although it hasn't been all that bad. it feels comfy to be in my room with my kittie, diesel. not to mention talking on the phone with lee until all hours of the night...makes me think of when i wasn't in college.
i am excited about seeing mary morning tomorrow. i've missed her. i'm hoping i can also go talk to mary mid while i am in town.
there are a lot of things i want to do.
there is not enough time. |
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| this doesn't come as a surprise... |
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| 09:36pm 16/03/2003 |
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You are Elizabeth Bathory. (The bloodcountess)
Legend tells us that you, this very rich,
beautiful and high born woman tortured and
murdered some 650 young women and bathed in
their warm blood to keep yourself beautiful.
In some stories, it is said you have drank thier
blood as well. You were a sexual sadist on a
grand scale.
Ah vanity is your downfall. For shame!
Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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| when there is so much beauty in the world... |
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| 06:53pm 27/01/2003 |
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so i didn't exactly keep up my end of the bargin when i promised myself i'd write more often in this thing. i really need to become more disciplined! not much has happened lately tho. although, i did attend an amazing show this past friday night in birmingham. COLDPLAY! we even had the chance to talk to them after the show. we got autographs and pictures. whenever i get those developed i'll be sure to post them. school has been nothing but one big term paper lately. it's not totally bad b/c we are writing on a poem...mine being T. S. Eliot's "Preludes."
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I
The winter evening settles down
With smell of steaks in passageways.
Six o'clock.
The burnt-out ends of smoky days.
And now a gusyt shower wraps
The grimy scraps
Of withered leaves about your feet
And newspapers from vacant lots;
The showers beat
On broken blinds and chimney-pots,
And at the corner of the street
A lonely cab-horse steams and stamps.
And then the lighting of the lamps.
II
The morning comes to consciousness
Of faint stale smells of beer
From the sawdust-trampled street
With all its muddy feet that press
To early coffee-stands.
With the other masquerades
That time resumes,
One thinks of all the hands
That are raising dingy shades
In a thousand furnished rooms.
III
You tossed a blanket from the bed,
You lay upon your back, and waited;
You dozed, and watched the night
revealing
The thousand sordid images
Of which your soul was constituted;
They flickered against the ceiling.
And when all the world came back
And the light crept up between the
shutters
And you heard the sparrow in the
gutters,
You had such a vision of the street
As the street hardly understands;
Sitting along the bed's edge, where
You curled the papers from your hair,
Or clasped the yellow soles of feet
In the palms of both soiled hands.
IV
His soul stretched tight across the skies
That fade behind a city block,
Or trampled by insistent feet
At four and five and six o'clock;
And short square fingers stuffing pipes,
And evening newspapers, and eyes
Assured of certain certainties.
The conscience of a blackened street
Impatient to assume the world.
I am moved by fancies that are curled
Around these images, and cling:
The notion of some infinitely gentle
Infinitely suffering thing.
Wipe your hand across your mouth,
and laugh;
The worlds revolve like ancient women
Gathering fuel in vacant lots.
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I do so enjoy that poem.
So i'm talking to beth. haven't talked to her in a while. childhood friend. memories of skipping cheerleading classes our parents paid good money for and we still couldn't care less.
she might be going to flamingo's with meh this saturday. that makes meh happy. it's nice to know we have this "thing" in common. that's all i'll say abt that for now...
I guess i'll go for now.
Parting is such sweet sorrow... |
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| i'm back...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! |
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| 04:01pm 02/01/2003 |
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i just thought. mah resolution could be to actually make use of this damn thing. well for new years eve i went out to eat....then went to a party and then to the club. it was awesome. best new years eve ever to be honest. i need to start getting ready just incase i do something tonight. i'm supposed to go out w/ yoda and then later on w/ diana and some of her friends but i dunno. it's raining and i hope it will stop before i have to go out b/c i do not like driving in the rain. it freaks meh out. i'm talking to moonikah who just cracks meh up w/ all her country twang. geezus. i think i'm going to go paint mah nails...dark green maybe? |
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| oh, that generation... |
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| 09:25pm 12/10/2002 |
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mah convo w/ grandpa just a while ago.
gpa: have you done yer homework.
me: most of it. i did some at work yesterday b/c it wasn't busy at all.
gpa: i'm sure mr. vann doesn't appreciate that.
me: oh he doesn't care.
gpa: he's from my generation. our generation could teach yours a lot if ya'll would just let us.
me: oh, your generation. you mean the one that has a stick up their ass?
gpa: hahaha.
gma: what'd she say?
gpa: you don't want to know. she's just being ugly.
me: yeah, if she knew what i said she would prolly think i sold my soul to the devil for sure. |
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